Let it roll
I have been on the word press for a few years now and I thought today I should introduce myself. I am 40 years old woman married and mom to two wonderful girls. The pandemic took my job away like millions of other people around the world right now. I was a full-time physical therapist and I loved every bit of my job. But the pandemic also turned as a blessing as now I get to spend so much time with my with my wonderful girls which was otherwise impossible. I know in this pandemic we all have been trying to do our best to keep ourselves busy physically and mentally. It’s taking a toll on us and all of us are trying to cope with the best way we can. I want to talk a little bit about my girls my younger child she in the autism spectrum disorder. I’ve been told she’s a high functioning autistic child. It might surprise you but being a healthcare worker for 20 years I knew very little about autism probably because pediatric was not my specialization. I worked mainly with geriatric patients which I loved a lot. So what has my child done for me it cannot be expressed in words .Firstly I truly believe God has chosen me to be her mom so I take it as a great privilege to be her mom yes because she is truly a gift. Her ability has taught us to be more patient and that I say literally.As it is I am an older mom and it is understandable that I will be patient but I have now become patient beyond the words.The immense joy she has brought in our life. There’s a common joke in our family if we didn’t have her ,trust me we would be the most boring family on the block. She keeps us all on our toes and her sense of humor keeps us alive. There is not a single moment in our house which is boring anymore.This parenting is new for me and it’s a learning curve .Every day is learning new ways to approach her and I pray to God to guide me so that I can help her navigate the life by providing her all the resources to learn and become a responsible,independent person .I though pray each day the world gets a little kinder too.To be continued
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So here I am jobless,not in my wildest dreams did I ever think it could happen to me ,well as you know I was in a very safe job of healthcare.”People will always need me or so I thought.”I was laid off work due to the current situation we are in ,I should not mourn loosing the job as I am not the only one.Hundred’s of people everyday are laid off as our enemy has been an unknown microorganism .Yes the unseen enemy has made its entry by creating a havoc in our lives.So many lives are lost as the war is against an enemy no one can seen with naked eyes.You meet a person ,you may never see them again.The lives are lost every passing minute.
So should I even mourn my job?I don’t think so.
But I feel a break in my back just like the picture attached to this blog.
I feel I may not recover,the pain is intense and no words are there to express my loss….but mark it I am not mourning it yet as I know the world has larger wounds ….
So how can I pull myself together.Yet another hurdle to cross…life is all about hurdles so I say to my little heart get up and get moving.Like an athlete I have to train again my mind and body and I do want to believe I will be fine.
till then my friends.. arrivederci!!
p.s. pic credits from a friend who is a very talented photographer.
So today I learnt another young life lost to the brutal hands of death. Sudden massive heart attack of my good friends brother.Its painful when someone leaves and even more when a young life is gone just like the sand escaping from our hands.
Our time here is so limited so get up express love to the ones you have not spoken or hold a small grudge against them.Give up your ego and be the first to apologize as we know this loan of life is soon to be repaid even if we want to hold on to it forever.
I bid adieu to the departed soul and May he attain moksha and be freed from the unending cycle of life and death.
I yearn for peace and health to the universe.
Why do people not share their problems but when you are in trouble they will be there for you.They should realize you want to be there for them just to comfort them too.,,they alienate you in their hour of need..what could be the reason🤔